Youtea says 
						 
						Ozma
 
 A lot of people said Ozma is what Weezer should be. I semi-agree. Without the new poppy-happy Weezer, I have nothing to listen to when I'm poppy happy also.
 
 Favoriate Ozma songs:
 Immigration Song
 Flight of the Bootymaster
 In Search of 1998
 Last Dance
 Rocks
 Korobeiniki
 
 Youtea: ozma = weezer
 wabut: ozma is old school weezer
 Youtea: old school weezer = good
 wabut: before rivers went all guitar solo crazy
 wabut: the lyrics don't make much sense, but they're catchy
 Youtea: yea, but they have really good melody
 Youtea: bootymaster and immigration song is damn good
 Youtea: i've learned the guitar part to korobeiniki, haha
 wabut: haha. from a tetris guitar tab or an actual korobenieki tab?
 Youtea: actual korobenieki tab
 Youtea: i think it's one of the few ozma tab
 wabut: if you play it for anybody, they'll tell you it's tetris. haha
 wabut: they'll say koro-what?
 
 See, I talk music!
 You know, it's werid now how people say, Youtea's music. I remember arguing with wabut about my music... now that I actually have some, it's werid. 
						2:39:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Chili Charlie Rhyme
 
 It's like, he's Chili Charlie
 he likes bikes but not harelys
 You will call him your daddy
 when he humps your mommy's Barbie
 He rocks with hos so slutty
 they give everyone a woody
 Everynight at least 5 booties
 each one with gigantic boobies
 He doesn't worry about babies
 cause hey, he's Chili Charlie
 ----------
 Next run, bong rap 
						5:37:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Cause I'm looking in I just can't see
 
 Sorry Max, for not finish my online portfolio, I'm sorta busy for the last couple of days.
 
 Wednesday: Starbucks interview, guitar class, check out the band Victorian, very productive day. I thought the interview was ok. I mean, at least I didn't do as bad as the HP interview. The lady said she'll call me back at Friday or Monday. If she doesn't, I'm gonna burn up some building--fight club style. Guess who's in my guitar class... Julia Cross. It was surprising seeing her taking a guitar class, at CRC, add to that she's engaged, to a taiwanese guy, from texas. Whoa, too much surprise there. I need to catch up with myself for a sec.
 Ok, remember the post where I said some guys reply my guitar post? So I went to check them out, turn out that these guys have been playing for at least 10 years. They are in their late 20s, and they are looking for a vocalist to complete their band. It was friggin awesome watching them play. They have this studio-ish space in Downtown. When they practice, they turned down the lights expect for one background light. It really looked like Linkin Park's One Step Closer video. The only thing was that they are LOUD. They blast koRn-ish musin on full blast. First they warned me about getting an ear plug, but I ignored the warming. Now I regret not turning back, hah. If I know what I am doing, I definitely will join their band. Cause their music is really solid, they just need a beautiful voice. They lemme have a demo CD when I left, told me to listen to it and see what kinda lyrics I can come up with. You know what? Being a vocalist is friggin hard. You have to think of words, rhymes, and how to fit it with the song's tune. I'm gonna give up soon.
 
 Thusday: I went out to the bay to chek out some hot chick. She and her friends bought me to Punch Line--Mark Curry was the featuring act. This dude is so friggin funny, I was laughing with tears in my eyes, plus that I was drinking soda at the same time, so I choked myself for a while! That was a long day.
 
 Friday: Ran through a lot of errands. Someone called me up to hangout, so I left after her call. She was falling asleep when I arrived. After 2 hours later, I left. No point of staying if no one's keeping me entertained.
 
 So yea, portfolio is coming up. Probably the following Monday, tell Eric to hold the position for me!!!!!!
 
 S H, welcome back!!! It's great to hear from you again. Youtea's house will never fade away. Prohosting tired to get rid of me, those fuckers will die for that. If blogger wanna leave me also, don't worry, I'd email all y'all where I'll be coming back. 
						4:56:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						How to deal with telemarketers
 
 marketer A: Hi
 Youtea: Hi
 marketer A: I'm ***** and I represent blah blah blah blah.
 Youtea: **whistles**
 marketer A: hello?
 Youtea puts the phone next to the speakers, and he turned it up full blast with Ozma - Korobeiniki (Tetris Theme Song). Then he hangs up. 
						12:29:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						I just saw that Disney cartoon, Lilo and Stitch
 
 Such a nice movie, the Hawaiian girl and the E.T. had a nice ending
 
 happily ever after
 
 UT wants a happy ending with Hawaiian girl also...
 
 DeVIP forced me to listen to a 98 Degree - Why (Are We Still Friends)
 
 ack ack ack
 
 so he wanna be friends, and he wanna be with her?!?! make up your mind loser!
 
 Youtea doesn't wanna be friends. He wanna be with her (most of you should know who), but he don't wanna. Youtea is confused.
 
 UT wants his Lilo. 
						3:23:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						moshi moshi
 
 ah, looks like the old 'rips crew is back.
 
 guess who?
 
 3 replies so far. me = excited 
						12:55:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						I wish it's that easy
 
 Someone just asked me to join their team to program an action RPG game. I should be glad that they ask me, untill I found out that...
 
 - There are 5 people in the team, only 2 programmers.
 - There are 3 people on art
 - There are 3 people on marketing
 - They have only plan this verbally. There's no blue prints, no structure.
 - The 3D design person doesn't even know what visual studio is. (maybe he doesnt need to know. but I bet he has no idea what's 3d studio max or other graphics program. dude can barely make a working webpage)
 
 Sounds like the aol of game programming. Seems like they don't have a clue what they're doing. My friend said the "core" member is finishing the game engine. Only if you use a RPG maker, there's not way you can make an engine without testing it with in-game characters. If you're using a RPG maker, you cant sell this crap, so there's no need for marketing. I cant believe they even wanna sell their game. Plus they wanna make this an online game? JEEBUS
 
 Anyways, I'm gonna check one what "engine" they have. Maybe I can steal some ideas, haha!
 
 wabut, slade, let's program a game!... ok, i'm semi serious. I really wanna make a game, dont wanna put in a lot of effort for nothing. ack 
						4:44:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Jackass + Fight club =
 
 bumfights
 
 the people who made this movie is FUCKED UP, but hey, they made me laugh, HAH 
						1:26:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						What about Cosmo?
 
 Esquire = Maxim = Good
 
 Maxim > Stuff = stupid 
						4:15:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						She said I'm mainstream
 
 HAHAH
 
 Youtea is mainstream, OMG that's a good laugh
 
 anyways, enough of little girl talk. I posted on craiglist that I wanted to join a band. I have 2 replies so far. WOOHOO! 
						9:17:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						U know...
 
 I'm tried of people telling me stuff.
 
 There's this girl right? she acts like she's an expert web designer. Found out that I uses Xanga, and started to give me shit like "only noobs use xanga." Then I say why you hating, she said "cause it's gay."
 
 I just love her reasoning.
 
 anyways, I wasnt even arguing with her, she started to call me a noob. I'm like... dude, I maintain webpages for at least 4 other people, I worked for a e-commerce firm (hahah), and I worked for medialink (HAHAHAA). At least I have a title of entry web programmer. Then she said she work alone and made webpages for companies. Well, Joe makes webpages for companies, what does that mean? absolute nothing.
 
 So you made a 70 page website by throwing shit load of big ass images, plus no one reads it. Woo fucking hoo. Little girl, I can make one webpage, put some porn in it, and I'll get at least 100 unique hits a day. How do you know your webpage is good if there's no one that tell you it's good besides yourself, and yea, your imaginary friends dont count. Anyways, I still cant say that I'm an expert web designer. You should just go back to Xanga and learn from the templates. 
						4:06:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Youtea: takes me 15 minutes to drive home for davis, drunk
 wabut: oh yeah. taht sounds smart
 Youtea: i think it's better than drive home, high
 wabut: lesser of 2 evils 
 Youtea: huh? 
						2:12:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						What you got?
 
 Sifl and Olly rap
 
 Sifl and Olly quiz
 
 my results:
 #1 The Next Canadian Dracula 
 
 #2 The Goth Chick 
  
 #3 Olly 
  
 #4 Precious Roy 
  
 #5 Stealth 
  
 #6 Chester 
  
 #7 Sifl 
						4:52:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Sifl and Olly
 
 I met same whore
 we walked around
 I bought her lunch
 she ate a pound (wow)
 and so we talked
 about her past
 about the sailors
 that've seen her ass (mm hmm)
 she had a man
 in every port (wow)
 except for Sting in Marlon Shore
 She'd sailed the world
 left sailors grieving
 (I've bet she've had, a lot of seaman)
 Yea like Milo, sailin around the ocean
 with Carlos, then she sailin around the ocean
 with Mr. Donald, then she sailin around the ocean
 with frenh toast, then she sailin around the ocean
 with old popes, then she sailin around the ocean
 with a pot roast, then she sailin around the ocean
 with super host, then she sailin around the ocean
 with Bob Hope, then she sailin around the ocean with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, cough cough cough
 
 SIFL AND OLLY~~! 
						4:42:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						quote
 
 sometimes, the only one that's holding you back is yourself. 
						9:13:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						You know...
 
 if I dont sound like i'm pissed, doesn't mean that I'm not.
 
 I mean, here I am, probably a the most bottom pit of my life. Good friends and buddies will ask me how am I feeling, and some offer comfort, and some offer a quick solution out of my situation.
 
 But there are some people (Not just one). There are some people that think they are better than me, amd they think that I seriously need their advice, like I cant live without it. First they say now wrong I am. Like I'm this and I'm that. Hell, they even sounded like they know me even better than I do. Some people say I'm very rebellious (scored! but he meant it in a negative way, some say I'm stubborn). Then, they go on and on and on about how should I do, what should I do in my life. Start to lecture what is right and what is wrong, giving me a bunch of bullshit. First, I hope you guys know why I fought with my dad. That's just because he LECTURE a bunch of useless bullshit saying how useless I am. Well you know what? I dont need this crap, so I'm not even gonna waste my breathe with you guys. If you dont wanna talk to me, that's absolute fine. Cause I UNDERSTAND that you guys are MAD and PISSED OFF, and you need time to breathe, so I back up.
 
 Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, i repeat, don't I'm this and I'm that. Cause that's just really doesn't help at all. So what you trying to do here? Make a point? Saying I'm rebellious? Stubborn? So what? Does that matter to me? Quite not. If I listen to what everybody has to say, God damn, then I'll have no back bone at all. Plus, I might only act like that according to you, do any other people think like that? I think not. Please get your eyes checked. It's really sad that some people actually think about only what they think is true, and dont about anybody else's feeling, very selfish and immature.
 
 plus, dont, dont, dont, dont, dont, dont, DONT! act like you know my life. I mean, if you have just met me for only a couple of years, have a job, your parents loves you, and all the happily-ever-after-ending crap, DONT say you understand what I'm going through. It's just like if perky p says he knows how to program C++. I mean, your mom loves you, she cooks for you, she washes clothes for you, she even does your work for you, and you dad doesnt fuckin kick you out in the street. DONT FUCKING SAY YOU UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING. The fucked up part is that you get pissed of and cussed me off before I do? WTF? You dont understand, you dunno half the shit I'm going through, and you know what? I'm not talking to you. Cuase I cant change your mind, and you cant change my mind, so let us both be STUBBORN.
 
 Oh yea, if I ask you for help, and you half ass about it, I will say nevermind. And you get pissed and cuss me off cause you think I'm not taking you seriously, you can just as well back up and dont talk to me. Let say this, you bought a digital cam, and you asked me how to take a picture. Then I say that's not the right way to learn how to work the camera, you need to know how it works, and then throw you the manual then walk away. WTF is that?!?!?! I'd do better if I just read the manual myself than ask for your help. You get where I'm going here? If you dont really wanna help me, it's all good, no offence taken. But the fucked up thing is that you get bitchy about it and saying how doing so and so doesnt help me, that's a load of bullshit, and I'm not going to listen to you. If you cant seriously help me, I'm not gonna take you seriously.
 
 Keep in mind that this post is directed to more than one person.
 
 I really dont wanna start fights right now. I have more important stuff to take care of. I'll step back for now.
 
 I wanna say sorry for the people who got mad at me. I'm not sorry for what I've said, but just sorry that I pissed you off cause I'm REALLY pissed off. I guess I pissed you off cause you really dont understand the situation I'm in...
 
 Neven mind the negative stuff... I'd like to thanks the following people for helping me going through this tough times.
 Koopa: OMG, I can never repay you back. Thanks for hooking me up with all those job posts. Thanks for fixing me on my resume and cover letter. Thanks for coming over to sac and visit. Thanks for being there when I dont even ask. Thanks for helping me out without questioning me. OMG, I'm total in debt with you if you can get me out to the bay area.
 DeVIP: Thanks for the job posts... even though I'm too stupid to call them, hah! And thanks for putting that smile on my face by calling me. I'd feel like total shit if you dont talk to me.
 Mars: Dude, If there's no you, I'd be walking everywhere. Thanks for your rides and take me around sac to get those applications. One day, just one day, I'll totally friggin pay you back, seriously!
 smurfie: thanks for always telling me not to give up, and keep my chin up. we'll get through this together!
 X2k+1, Slade, Max: thanks for looking out for them jobs. I'm totally frickin appreicated it.
 datafox: thanks for the phone, hahah
 I seriously love you people, in a non-homo way of course. You have no idea how it feels to have people help you without being asked.
 
 Oh wait... before I forget. Jazzy, thanks for you calender, that put a smile on my face.
 
 mama said if you have nothing good to say, you shouldnt say it at all... so I type it, haha!
 
 dont even bother saying shit on my page, cause I will delete them.
 
 it's always funny until it happens to you! haha 
						12:06:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Hi Wen
 
 I finally got a tag board. Maybe I should just kick you guys back to the tag board, hahah! I was gonna write myself one, but then prohosting turned to shit, so f it. 
						9:56:00 PM 
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						Anonymous says 
						 
						Hey!  So we gotta a chinese eminem here eh?  
 I have to admit you do have some talent in that, and in guitar too.  
 So I think you should keep them up.  Sorry I am not as funny, I tried to think of something similar, but
 my mind is totally blank..I rather just do free writing. ha!
 
 
 
 
 
 
  
						10:35:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Someone call me today. How are you feeling she says. Then I say I'm sorta okay, and I feel like some lemonade. sour i felt, this i have dealt. But no time for me now. I should feel happy somehow. To this someone I bow. She's too damn hot, ow! Who am I talking about? Riddle I might reveal now. But why ruin this mystery. I have to keep everyone happy. And someone have an urge to party. And these days will go down history. There are only weeks to make it happenin. She told me she will go clubbin. Comedy club where she'll be laughin. She asked me will I be joinin. I said I will not be shittin, but that I might not be goin. Disappoint her I might be. But she seems to understand me. She is so nice as you can see. What's her name? It ends with a P.
 
 Sorry, I was trying to make it funny... I guess I need more rhythm in me. 
						4:12:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						spend the last night looking at craiglist. the more i look the more i got pissed. school and fun time i also missed. i got so mad i threw some fists. still there's no jobs said some economists. hell, you know? this blow, no show, no ho, got told, uh-oh! I'm mad, backward cap, kicked some cat, this i've had.
 
 dont tell me to get a job. I've had enough and it has to stop. I dont wanna be no slob. but they're not even hiring co-ops. if you dont understand. dont stand around and dance. else I'll climb over tha fence. and i'm not gonna give you any chance. when my fists of fury flies. there's no where for you to hide. i'll rip off your fuckin tie. hah, die bitch, die. 
						8:13:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						I know drugs are bad
 
 but it'd be nice if I can get a hit now.
 
 Unwritten Law :: Up All Night 
 
 Can we talk about automatic satisfaction
 Sittin' back relaxin' floored
 What's wrong with kickin it
 When you're bored and lit
 Lets smoke some cigarettes
 And catch up on the back porch
 Fire up another roach
 We don't need a rest this is just a test
 
 Cuz we're alright, we're up all night
 To see the sun come up again now
 Just one more time no reason why
 To see the sun come up again.
 
 The more we try to change
 The more we stay the same
 We're caught up in the game and now
 Just like empty picture frames
 So now were to blame
 Said we were gettin down, on genesee and fountain
 Smelled another mountain now
 If you aint gettin down, you'll come around
 
 And were alright, we're up all night
 To see the sun come up again now
 Just one more time, no reason why
 To see the sun come up again.
 
 So lets smoke some cigarettes
 And catch up on the back porch
 Fire up another roach
 We don't need a rest, it's just a test
 And as the world spins we'll watch it with a grin
 And look in as the day begins
 Well now it's on again, it's dawn again. Yeah! Yeah!
 
 And we're alright
 We're up all night
 To see the sun come up again now
 Just one more time, no reason why
 To see the sun come up again
 Yeah we're alright, yeah we're alright
 Yeah we're alright, up all night
 Yeah we're alright, yeah we're alright
 To see the sun come up again now! 
						1:37:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Buddies are
 
 people who help you out when you're in a shit hole, that includes:
 - giving you rides around town to get you a job
 - paying for your food when you can't
 - giving you a place to stay when you have no where to go
 - cook for you when you're cold and hungry
 - giving all possible options for a job for you when they dont have to
 - lending you a phone when you dont have a quarter on you
 
 I'm so glad I know you people 
						12:00:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						 
 
 This is not funny anymore
 
 especially it's a picture for a web design job 
						9:24:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Adventure +1
 
 My adventure is over, hah...
 
 So I was looking every for a job... then one thing came to me. in order to get these jobs, I need a call back number... I dont have a cell... I dont have  phone... fuck
 
 So now I'm home... can you say please fuck me in the ass? 
						7:54:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Sorry, I've blew up
 
 I ran away from home... or I got kicked out of the house.
 
 same thing...
 
 I've been out here since 5am. I was walking about bare foot cause I took my broken shoes out and it was scraping my ankle. It's bleeding there now.
 
 What happened you ask?
 
 You can say I stayed up again till 5am, then my dad opened the door, and start yelling the fuck at me. At first I was wtf, I took it and stayed calm. After 5 minutes, I had enough of his bullshit nonsense. I cant hold it anymore and I exploded in his fucking face. He was complaining I wont survive out there cause I dont have a job, and I sleep in during daytime. So I say, "You dont think I can survive? Fine." Then I walked out of the door.
 
 I first bothered datafox. I left the house with nothing but an old pair of shoes, a t shirt, a jacket, and a pair of thin windblocker pants. I walked all the way to his house to borrow his phone so I can get my sister to leave me the keys so I can go home and pack up. I know he'll be going to school around 6, thank God I bumped into him b4 he left. Then I walked to Mars' house, hoping I can stay in this house for a while.
 
 So now I'm typing this shit at Mars' place with a pair of fucked up feet. I took off my shoes cause my feet was bleeding. So now I need a place to stay. Hoping I can stay over at my grandma's place... if not, I'll have to find outsider or I'll have to stay in the streets.
 
 I'm not gonna go home, I had enough of my dad's fucking bullshit. So you guys probably wont be seening me online for a while. I'll see ya'll later!
 
 I love my adventurous life. 
						8:33:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						No talent
 
 CS professors are all duders, hell no!
 
 Song: Jenny from the Block (Bronx Instrumental)
 I love the beat, I swear to God I've heard from some breakdancing video from waaaay back. I dont like the j lo part, that's why it's only an instrumental.
 
 Talking about breakdancing, flare and windmill are over used, they dont impress any people in clubs anymore. However... people are still hella impressed by my helicopter in Macau, heh...
 
 they finally fix the link of Macau in ricebowljournals.com. Heh, i'm the only one.
 
 This page really need a new layout. 
						3:04:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Good friends
 
 10:58:18 PM> Youtea: AWE
 10:58:21 PM> Youtea: wtf is that???
 10:58:25 PM> laerz: oh...
 10:58:32 PM> laerz: that means to be amazed
 10:58:37 PM> laerz: for example
 10:58:50 PM> laerz: i'm in awe by ut's natural talent to pimp on chicks
 10:59:15 PM> Youtea: hahahahahaa 
						11:00:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						When things doesnt go your way
 
 you should just go home.
 
 So I just came back from the mall. I saw one of my friend's friend working in a vendor stand. I met her once at a graduation party, she's pretty cool, and also pretty cute. After that graduation party, I went home and didnt have a chance to ask her for contact, I only know that she works at a stand at the mall. Months pass, I dont see her working there at all, till today. Do I have an interest in her? maybe, but you're never know till you get her contact right? So me and Mars (who was walking with me), agree to approach her with me. Although I know what to say (stuff about the last party), she seems to be helping with customers everytime I'm around the stand, and after I left, the customers left. So I ended up circling around the mall for 15 minutes. Finally I gave up. Mars kept on telling me to wait for a while, but every single time I go near her, customers came up. I figured, it's not the right moment, luck's not on my side. Then I just leave and tell Mars I'll try next time, since I know where she works.
 
 That's really AFC of me. I shoulda just went up and say hi with the customers around. But know luck isnt by my side, I might slip out some dirty joke and she might slap me, oh well. Also she notice me circling around her, she must thing I'm a stalker now, HAH
 
 Next time, next time.
 
 I dont mind you calling me names, deVIP. I know you dont mean it (maybe you do, doesnt matter). I just enjoy having conversation with you though. No insults taken. I have a question though, if I really became a MN (I doubt that I will), will you stop talking to me either? hmm. 
						7:55:00 PM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						half a year
 
 I've been sitting on my ass and did absolutely nothing
 
 time for me to get off that ass and do something. I'm bored 
						4:00:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						I'm...
 
  
 
 Gambit? Cool!
 
 I'm so bored, it's not even worth posting anymore 
						3:50:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Various clips
 
 "It's alrite, it's ok
 I'll keep holding on today
 cause I'm waiting for the starlight in your eyes"
 
 "In your arms, I would be, over joy as any boy
 holding on to what he loves, oh so much
 feel your touch, every night, when I dream to be alrite
 there you are in front of me, with your smile"
 
 "I'm glad, that I, have been with you, but that's not enough
 no, that's not enough"
 
 "I miss you, and I wonder how you feel about me too
 do you miss the way we'd play, and wasted our time away
 suddenly, we're apart and I cant see you every night
 though we fight I love you so much, and I cant feel your touch"
 
 "That's the end
 and I'm lost without your love, Oh love"
 
 "in your arms, i was happy as a little boy could be"
 
 "For your love
 'Cause I'm drifting further from you everyday
 Driving by your place every night
 I used to feel alright"
 
 "You'll steal my heart, I'd count to 3
 You'll walk away, just like on TV
 You left enchanted"
 
 "You cant resist her, she's in your bones
 she is your marrow, and your ride home"
 
 I miss you sooooooo much *v***n. I just wanna touch you, once is not enough. what can I do to reach you, I cannot pretend to be tough
 
 :(
 
 If **nn** sees this, I'm dead 
						5:58:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						OMG she done it again
 
 hey you, yea you
 the one that's standing near the stage all by yourself
 hey you, yea you
 the one has been spinning round n' round in my head
 
 Do you know I'd been thinking of you
 Do you know I cant sleep 'cause of you
 How can you be doing this to me
 Let me think of you passionately
 Do you know that you've reached my soul
 Do you know that you've touched my heart
 You gave me warmth with your beauty
 But now you left me cold and still
 
 Oh you, yea you
 the one that sitting next to me in my mind
 Oh yea, yea you
 the one kept me waiting for all this time
 
 Do you know that you've took somthing
 That no one can came close to seeing
 Do you know that with just one touch
 You can make me loose so much
 
 but you, only you
 break my heart so violently
 like no other people can do
 can you, please you
 come back to my lonely life
 make it light and make it bright 
						5:42:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						I've been a baaaaaad boy
 
 so i got the O.U.T talking shit on CS now. I binded some keys on my keyboard and I went around starting shit. after spamming a couple of "CpUniTeD you suck," hella people got annoyed and started to say more shit. I was in a bastard mood, so I decided to pick on some stranger. Some dude, named -2pac, told me to stfu. So I bind somekey "say 2pac stay dead." It was funny. I was running around spamming "CpUniTeD you suck" and telling 2pac to stay dead. (no pun intended. if you dont get it, you're already dead) Hella people got pissed and tried to kick me. Knowing the server requires all player to vote yes to kick, I kept on spamming anyways.
 
 That was a fun game.
 
 X2k+1 hopped on CS when I was playing, WHOA, that was weird.
 
 I want shibby to come back. I wanna do a real game. SHI vs OUT so I can tell them to stfu. 
						3:05:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						CS BS
 
 If you wanna play CS with me, go to gametiger and look for:
 Youtea[SHI]
 Kamaka[SHI]
 [SHI]Youtea
 [1/2]Youtea
 Youtea[1/2]
 Youtea
 Chilli Charlie
 
 Go Shibby!
 
 Akuma has his own "clan." If you wanna play him and his friends, look for
 [O.U.T]noobsta
 O.U.T
 CpUniTeD
 
 O.U.T stands for Oriental United Together, you can guess what's the Cp stands for... I feel dirty all a sudden. 
						4:11:00 AM 
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						Youtea says 
						 
						Shibby!
 
 A couple of friends of mine picked up Counter-Strike (the game which wabut and the gang stopped playing 2 years ago) a couple months ago, and these friends asked me to play with them. I have nothing to do at home, so what the heck, I decided to join them. My game was rusty for a while, since I also havent been really playing for 2 years. I was getting negative scores. Plus my friends were playing on Iceworld, a small melee map when you just pick up a gun and go. I hated that map, cause it seems like a newbie map (like awpmap), plus all you do is just shoot, no thinking, no running, just shoot. That seems to be the only map my friends play. So after 2 hours of playing, they get 50+ kills and 20- deaths, and they started to get cocky.
 
 This friend, let say his name is Akuma, is a really competitive person. Every game we've played, he always wanted to out play and be better than us. But every game he played, I've already finished with that game ages ago, so he always got disappointment. This time is different though, he's score was over me. Then he challenged me on a 1vs1 game, and of course, he killed me most of the time. After playing a while, my game came back to me, and I started to get better than Akuma, so I told him, it's not skills, CS is 50% luck. He wont believe me. Tonight, he told me to join some server (may cs_italy). When I first joined, the team was unbalanced, so I went T, akuma and his friend went CT. (side note, I hate T, I want my m4a1) So akuma told me to join CT. After what he had said, I decided to stay T and show him something about 'skill' and 'luck'. However, luck wasnt on my side, I kept on getting killed, and the taunting started to fly. I remembed him saying...
 
 akuma *DEAD: haha, you got killed sucka.
 youtea *DEAD: who died first?
 akuma *DEAD: I'm gonna kill you every round now
 youtea *DEAD: dont shoot your teammate, ff is on
 
 round 1: T was losing so I have no money for guns. I was running, turned around, saw akuma in a corner, but it was too late.
 akuma ---> youtea
 
 so more taunting cam from him
 akuma: wat wat?
 
 round 2: i went the same route, saw him again. He shot me, but I was fortunate to hide in the house, then someone else shot me. Round over
 youtea *DEAD: what what?
 akuma *DEAD: you didnt kill me, you ran away
 
 round 3: I picked up an ak47, and I went run-corner-crouch, run-corner-crouch. akuma saw me, pop some m4a1 bullet in me then...
 akuma: wat wat?
 
 round 4: I bought an ak, hid, and waited for akuma's head pop up. POW POW
 youtea --> akuma
 but then someone else killed me
 youtea *DEAD: what what?
 akuma *DEAD: fucking camp!
 
 round 5: I ran out of money again, so i got a P28, and went r-c-c in the tunnel outside of the T house. I killed 2 guys already, then came a third--akuma.
 youtea --> akuma
 youtea: who kill who now?
 akuma: (cussed some shit in chinese that I dont understand) camp (more cussing)
 
 round 6-whatever: my luck came back I was pumpin lead into akuma like a dildo up his ass. The bullets went all the way up his butt and I totally destoryed his ego. The whole game he was saying "dew lay chow hai camp lay lo mo." Or some shit like that, I dont understand. It sure was fun.
 
 Lesson learnt: Dont get cocky and be serious about it, it's just not fun when I shit on your face. 
						4:02:00 AM 
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