| 12.31.2002 |
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Youtea says The fact, that I, have been with you, that's not enough I heard Zed - Starlight last night on the radio |
| 12.30.2002 |
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Youtea says Pop It's like the old times again, the times before I went off and go to college. I shoulda never come back I hate you old bean. |
| 12.28.2002 |
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Youtea says My dad loves me So I told my dad I wanna go back to school, this is our conversation: Youtea: "I'm going back to school." Dad: "That's great, what classes you gonna take?" Youtea: "Arts and design" Dad: "You're wasting your time." |
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Youtea says I have to steal this from datafox what the hell am i doing here? That! what some good o times. :( I missed the dorms, I missed college, I missed my friends, I missed my buddies. To tell you the truth, that was my best 4 years of my life. |
| 12.27.2002 |
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Youtea says Christmas It was fun. Family, little kids running around, getting gifts, it was great. day after Christmas, went to some shitty clubbing with some shitty people, stayed over at someone's house, it's alrite. I definitely need wingmans. I was at club Kaotics with some white dudes (girl I know bring her gfs, her gfs bring some other friends). It was tight. The dude's like, there's 3 girls over there, there's 3 of us, let's go. We went. It sure was easier with wingmans. prohosting is down again, piece of crap! Today, girl said she'll call me back, but she didnt. I was expecting much anyways, plus I had some fun with her already. Next. I'm thinking about working part time at Starbucks. This negro need some cash. try2hack. pretty cool. I started to look for hints at 2nd level. (i didnt know you can use notepad to view swf files). started to look for solutions at level 4 (infile, string("level 4"), everything's on that one line, and I totally missed it), and I gave up on level 5 (vb, f that). Even if you're a top dwag at your CS class, you'll never learn this kinda crap. i showed this page to some of my friends, some fool started to look for solution at level 2... sigh. You know what's a cool chirstmas gift? Jay and Silent Bob DVD |
| 12.25.2002 |
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Youtea says Merry Christmas!!! |
| 12.20.2002 |
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Youtea says DJ Chilli Someone mention that the post from 12/10/2002 sounds like some angry rap. you know what? maybe I caaaaan write something up... You heard of white rappa? Here comes chink rappa! watch out Eminem, Youtea's coming to town |
| 12.15.2002 |
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Youtea says Self comfort time This is from my friend's profile: Pain teaches us what comfort won't let us learn. This is not what I always say to myself: What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger This is what my friend said to me tonight: WTF dude, why didnt you pimp, there's some girl that wants some! I'm not in the mood dude. |
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Youtea says Gone outta my head OOUUU, so much shit happened today, making me wanna punch someone if the fucking face. I got hella excited today. I got invited to go clubbing with some girls and to a private gathering at my friend's place in Davis. Since I'm going to sf, I might just drop by my friend's place then hook up with those girls later. So, before I went off to take a shower, my dad and my mom started arguing. My dad started yelling at something, then my mom start talking shit back, then I heard heavy foot steps everywhere. After I came out, I saw my mom at the living room, and my dad went off to somewhere else. That hella changed my mood already. You know, before I'm hella excited, then this shit happens. kinda puts your mood away you know? I feel like I was still in highschool, where I still have to see my parents argue and stuff. Wont they ever grow up? I dunno. So I left, sorta disappointed. I was at my friend's place, and was gonna phone my girls to see what's up with sf. I called, no answer, wtf?!?! I thought the girls asked me to go clubbing? So after a while, I called again, nothing. I feel ditched already. So I said fuck it and then start drinking. I got half buzzed from the alchohol already. Then guess who walked in? **story split** Before I left for Macau, I was talking to this girl. Thought I might have a chance with her. Then I told I have to go to Macau, her attuide totally changed. She then tell me that we should be friends till I get back. That's a rejection already. But then we still hangout. So I went to Macau, thinking that I go back, I might continue when me and her left off. BUT, it was werid when I was IMing her back in Macau. She doesnt seems that she cares, so I suspect something. I didnt talk to her for 2 weeks after I came back, I also blocked her from my list for a while. After a while, she started IM me back, she told me that there's this other dude's talking to her, and blah blah blah. There's where I drew the line. I'm like, alrite, cool, whatever. I havent talked to her since. back to the story above So the chick walks in, with her new boy. First I was like, whatever dude, pretending that I didnt see them. I guessed I drank (cough) a little too much, and the alcohol messed me up, pluse the shit that happend above. I sorta just got pissed, like really pissed. I didnt do anythign though... but UGH, i felt like busting someon's nuts open. I went to the gathering with one of my buds. So at the party, there's this white girl, came up to my friend, told him that her asian friend thinks he's cute. I guess that's good for him... but I always want some girl go up to me and say i'm cute, hah, so a little bit of jealously there. Later on the gathering, some girl was sitting next to some dude, her thong was waaaay up to her waist, so her underwear was really showing, and she was all over this dude. This dude aint that good looking, but it seems that he gets some chick to be over her everytime. The thing that ticked me off is that he didnt even pay attention to her, so a little bit more of jealously there. called my girls again, she finally picked up. Told me that she's almost at sf and I can drive there also. Fuck that shit. I aint gonna chase your bitch ass around. No wonder you're not getting any dickens. Have I told that someone else IM me? out of no where? Yea, that girl that totally f me over everytime she contacts me, and sorta told me that she's with this other boy. Yer, her. Plus, later the week I got that stupid HP interview, and that 10 other rejects from those temp agencies, plus my dad's giving me shit looks. December is the most f-ed up month for me. I should just stay home till this bad luck is over. Yea.... bad luck... that's what it is... oh shit, there's another party next week... eeeeeer |
| 12.10.2002 |
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Youtea says Get off my balls, please you fuckers out there, dont give me advice, dont tell me to do this, dont tell me to do that. cause you know why? I PROBABLY HEARD IT FUCKING 10000000000 TIMES. if you really want to help me, help me look for jobs, show me what companies are hiring, show me what positions they are hiring, show me where I should send my resume, show me where should I make my phone calls. Dont say shit like, you should sleep earlier, you should go apply for temp jobs, you should keep trying. You know what? that aint helping. Maybe you all should fuck a sheep or something, cause you all should die like all the other fuckers that pretends to care. I should keep on trying. That's fucking bullshit. I've just call 10, i repeat, 10 temp agencies. most of them said 2 years of experience of clinical work. someone actually says that the market is really slow, and there's a little job avalible. I feel like I'm a begger, with a sign in front of me that says, "will work for anything." It's so fucking pathetic, I'm so fucking sad. |
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Youtea says I just had a phone interview... with HP, and i friggin bombed it. My uncle trying to hook me up with this software technician job at hp. All you have to do was installing HP unix OS in them HP computers. HP, and UNIX, 2 of the biggest world in the computer worlder I hated the most. I had a warning too. My uncle called me yesterday and tell me that some dude's gonna call me up. So I quickly got my oooooold UNIX book (ecs30, 1 quarter, 1 year) and tried to read some commands. Lemme tell you these, all these text book crap, didnt help shit. So the dude called around 10 am, right in the middle of my deepest sleep. So I picked up the phone, half asleep, half dreaming, I say, hello. I cant even remember the dude's name, that's how clueless I was. He called, I answered, he asked me some questions, I'm like, nope. dude: "do you know what version of HP UNIX you used at the computer labs?" me: "nope" dude: "do you use LHM (LVM? L something? I cant friggin remember)?" me: "nope" dude: "do you use vi." me: "thinking... yes, yes i do." dude: "I'm trying to get as much as UNIX info from you" me: "i know" dude "..." after that point, the whole conversation when to shit. We had this more than 30 sec of slient. The dude must think I was high or something. Cause I was talking, but then it's thoughless talk. My friend said I'm lucky because it's not a face-to-face interview, so I dont have to answer technical questions. I rather have a face-to-face interview, cause then I can show off what I can do in UNIX. SIGH. I still friggin sleepy right now. F it though. I need a job, I'm hitting the temp job agency today, gonna get that class i've been talking about getting also. TEMP JOB, HERE I COME I hate talking to engineers, they are so friggin quiet. when you try to say something to them, they're like, ok. I mean, if the interview was a bit more... friendly, I can tell you all the shit I've done. Plus I shoulda install that linux server back in mayhico, so I have more shit to talk about. I totally friggin bombed it. gotta call my uncle tonight and say thanks. i'm not even gonna try to be funny anymore, cause it's not. SO sad. |
| 12.07.2002 |
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Youtea says Damn I need a mutha friggin hit Lookie lookie |
| 12.05.2002 |
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Youtea says JOB I cant believe it, I'm resorting to look at the newspaper for a job. The really sad thing is, from all the classifies, there's only one, i repeat, one computer job. Plus it's a IT job. FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. AND 3 YEARS AGO YOU FUCKING "PROFESSIONALS" SAID THAT THERE WILL BE ENGINEER JOBS FOR THE NEXT 15-30 YEARS. WHY CANT YOU IDIOTS DO SOMETHING MORE PRODUCTIVE, LIKE MAKE MORE JOBS AVALIDABLE. My writing skills are fading. EVERYONE, I mean, EVERY FUCKING BODY out there tell me to get a job. My dad doesnt even look at me now. My friends' all saying, "Just get a job, so we can go out and do stuff." I mean, you say I should just get a shit job and satify you mother fuckers? My dad even asked my uncle to get me a job as a paperboy. A FUCKING PAPER BOY. SO THAT'S ALL I WORTH NOW, AFTER ALL THAT SCHOOLING, A PAPERBOY? Thanks for the confidence boost you FUCKERS. I'm pissed, seriously pissed. I mean, if you want me to get a shit job and be miserable at it, FINE. I'LL BE MISERABLE SO YOU FUCKERS CAN BE HAPPY. DO YOU GUYS EVEN KNOW WHAT IT MEANS TO BE FALLEN BEHIND??? THIS IS THE COMPUTER INDUSTRY, IT ADVANCE BY THE SECOND. If I just get a shit job and not catch on, I'll be FOREVER fallen behind, and will NEVER be ABLE to get a decent job. $#^@#^$#^#$ JUST THINK OF YOU SELFISH FUCKERS PISS ME OFF. JUST THINK ABOUT YOURSELF, DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW I FEEL. Piece of shit. Weezer - Slob is playing over and over on my playlist for some stupid ass reason, thanks random button. Leave me alone, I won't pick up the phone | And I won't listen to messages | sent by someone who calls up adn says | I don't like how you're living my life | Get yourself a wife | Get yourself a job | You're living a dream | Don't you be a slob Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. Slob. fuck you |
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Youtea says Weezer - High Up Above Tonight you're mine Though your fair face I can't find I need your love Though you leave me far behind I really miss your love When you're high up above And I am waiting here Alone and by myself Tonight you're free And the experts will agree When a girl is pure There's no better place to be I really miss your love When you're high up above And I am waiting here Alone and by myself, ah... I really miss your love When you're high up above And I am waiting here Alone and by myself, ah... Tonight you're free And the experts will agree Will agree... |
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Youtea says pounds have I mention that I'm around 140-145 lbs now? I grew a magical 10 lbs when I was in Macau. Lemme back track... Summer 1998, after HS graduation I went to the Marines and they weight me: 108lbs and 5'9": Disgusting. I think I gained and then lost weight when I was in the dorms. Mass DC food during good days, and no food during weekends. The end of freshman year: 110lbs? 1999-2001: didnt really weight myself... all I know is that I gain some meat. Spring 2001: Food poisoning, went to doctor, the nurse weight me: 125lbs and 5'10.5": horrible Early Summer of 2002: After much partying, I gain another good 5 pounds: 130lbs and 5'11": ok... Thanksgiving 2002 (after macau): I weight myself at my aunt's place: 140-145lbs: getting there woohoo! I'm gonna start working out now. 20 more pounds of mucles will be my goal. |
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Youtea says Macau I just got an email from my homies from macac. Apparently, they partied so hard, some of them ended up in the police station. Damn. For once I wanna be arrested for doing something I like doing. Macau police = garbage anyways. Pay them enough money, you'll go straight out. This is my AIM profile right now: I miss my homies back east whom I used to kick it and feast. We drank and roamed the street of macau but now I'm here next to the cows Oh homie, if you can only hear me rhyme I wanna tell you that I miss the good o' times Blah... I might sign up for city college tomorrow. Take a class or two, it's better than staying at home and your dad give you this look. |
| 12.04.2002 |
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Youtea says Post I miss summer. I need to scream. |
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Youtea says I had it up to here I need to move out. I cant even talk on the phone in my room anymore. the occupant next door kept on knocking on the wall just like what the stand-up-blow-job did to jiggam. fucking annoying. nice to sibbling = sibbling stepping all over you let's get some rules up here. i'm not gonna be nice to any fuckers anymore. deVIP, you ask how often I get mad. I usually get mad, then it fades away really fast. some people take advantage of that, that's when i get pretty mad. that's when i start posting like that this to vent. that's when i start confronting people. but it can get worst. koopa, wabut and datafox had experienced "when youtea blow up." Not a pretty sight. I feel better already. GRR |
| 12.02.2002 |
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Youtea says Weezer! I havent post about weezer for a while. Zed - Starlight (Covers a weezer song). Holy crap, Weezer ok'd a band to cover their song and ok'd them to make a video of it. You know... I am looking for someone to play weezer songs with me... Hmm, just a thought. More Weezer news: If you're a real Weezer fan, you must read it. Remember to fill out the survey Time to practice the guitar, I wanna cover a Weezer song too. |
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Youtea says Hmmm... This was posted on someone's profile. It's in the public so I guess I didnt violated any laws... Big: I wish I had a bigger ass and bigger boobs Bird: yea i know my ass ish flat like hell Big: *~`signs`~* Bird: dayme too bab my ass wasn't my belly and my belly wasn't my ass...my stomach be soo flat if it was my ass! Big: I know, but what about my boobs? Bird: there ish a thing call pastic surgery dear, but hey u know wat...if we're both not married by 60...how about me and u buy a house together and get our breast implanted? Big: Good idea, okay. name editted and un-AOLed by Youtea I hate un-AOL damn messages... frickin cAP and nO CaP. I just got yelled at by my dad cause I'm up at 3am in the morning... dude, back in them college days, I stay up till like 8am in the morning. I just dont believe, my dad want me to bring girls home and stuff, but he wants me to sleep early. wtf? what's the point of bringing a girl home if I have to sleep early? frickin retarded. I wish I have bigger boobs |
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